Sunday, April 5, 2009

Well I found out why Mum keeps complaining about me, she want's to change my whole appearance... Anyway this is a list of things she wants to change;
  • Contacts (Only thing I could choose was colour so I said Silver)
  • Hair (Rebonding and restyling)
  • Face (Something about pimples I wasn't really listening)
  • Clothes (Stop wearing all black or black related)
  • Teeth (whitening)
So many mother in the world... Why I gotta have one that complains when I actually save her money? Haiz... Can imagine the contacts and clothes coming soon, hair I not too sure I will even comply with her. But the face already happening... I don't get my allowance if I don't clean up my face and use the freaking cream every night... The cleaning is fine but the pimple cream smells like shit... Worse than when you're a kid and your parents wouldn't stop nagging u about studying... Next thing you know I get the stupid "you're so old and still single" speech... Oh wait I already got that damn speech... My parents are weird... Who want's to trade?

Slevin Kelevra Was Shot At 12:29 AM


Saturday, April 4, 2009

Feels kinda weird blogging today. Not too sure where I should start. Well alot of people in class either have or suspected of having HFMD so that kinda worried me seeing how Zhi Hui was one of them, gotta admit that I really didn't notice that when he coughed he never covered his mouth until recently. But haven't had any signs of having it, kinda got a scare yesterday though.
I thought I had an ulcer so went to doctor this morning, he took a look and said that my tooth had chipped and made a cut in my mouth beside my gums so it wasn't an ulcer, even asked if I wanted stitches. But I got charged $20 for his one sentence, MC for today would have been another $5. Mum decided against it. Went to dentist to get tooth fixed, he said couldn't be filled so either he plucked it out or filed it smooth to prevent more injuries. Plucking was $15 and filing was $10, no prizes for guessing which one Mum picked for me again. Hurt like hell for an hour, during that whole hour having to go with Mum to buy groceries and carry them for her, running in the rain to get my Mum's handphone from the car because she forgot it and parked the car 5 blocks away to save on parking. Then had to carry the stuff back in the rain.
Came home and jumped to doing some physical, added another hour of kick-boxing to usual routine. But not too sure why the 200 push-ups and sit-ups were ok then when going into running and cardio training felt like my body was being crushed. Had a bite at the little pizza place down stairs after the run.
Came home again, stared at my Yu-Gi-Oh cards for 2 hours. Lately playing Yu-Gi-Oh has really helped, kept my mind really occupied. Kinda helped that Dad was overseas I guess, kinda miss him now though. It reminds me of growing up lonely, should have been used to it by now but still, the loneliness inside just builds up I guess. My cards kinda give my shelter. Been day-dreaming alot, sometimes catch my self wishing and actually believing that it might come true. Stardust Dragon... Only thing to rival Kyoko...

Slevin Kelevra Was Shot At 10:21 PM


Thursday, March 5, 2009

Being like I am never changes, mood hasn't changed in awhile though the facade frquently does... Now using Vongola Rings to define mood, not bad considering it keeps things in check so Jason & Matt has no complaints seeing how they know when not too mess with me anymore... Mist Ring hasn't really left the finger in awhile... Rain & Thunder Ring getting dusty... Storm & Cloud Ring have seen fair amount of action... Sun Ring used fairly often... Sky Ring... Used but never known... Life still bites... Joel's trying to introduce the concept of "girls" and referring to them as anything other than "crazy"... Though I agree with Shao Liang, "their all mad with PMS"

Slevin Kelevra Was Shot At 10:54 PM


Friday, February 6, 2009

If anyone has taken notice then they would know, truth be told no one really cares about another human being. What one has to understand is that each person lives in their own world, occasionally worlds overlap and ecclipse one another, nothing more, but so much less. Life is not complex, it's completely simple actually. But that simplicity is engulfed by those whose complexity creates comfort for themselves but chaos for others. There's safety in complexity, like layers of armour it sheilds us from that which we fear to face. To have the absolute resolution would be to simply stop caring. Truth be told I just don't give a damn anymore, what's the ****ing point? Nothing will change had I done something else. The world will exactly be the way I left it, nothing would have changed. If anything, I guess everyone would feel a wave of happiness when I leave.

Slevin Kelevra Was Shot At 10:49 PM


Saturday, January 17, 2009

Haven't blogged in a long time... School bites, been doing work all the time, being a good student.... VERY BORING!!! Anyway my phone's been buggy recently, few keys not working properly. Just realised that I haven't been practising my magic recently, since november I think? Picked up a pack of cards just now and had problems doing sybil, worm and fan was still ok though. I forgot alot of my tricks also... Practising for Chinese New Year Blackjack now, if everything goes right then I shld be able to get everything on my wishlist. Birthday was a drag as usual, parade yesterday was worse. Super pissed.... Flu now so doing training, watching TV and playing DotA. Nothing much to photograph.... Hopefully will blog again ASAP...

Slevin Kelevra Was Shot At 7:24 PM


Saturday, January 3, 2009

Not quite sure why but recently have been really... Fake, from lack fo a better word. Sorry to everyone but yeah, recently feel very distant from everything. Like the "real" me has taken a trip far far away to sit atop a high mountain to stare aimlessly into the sky while I wonder just about everything. Well acting like I am actually here and that I'm actually happily smiling all the time works for everyone so I have no complaints aside from it getting really really old and boring. So more on first day of school... boring and then tiring. Heard one teacher talking about 2009 Goals, forgot who, but all the goals she mentioned not many people shared, in my opinion of course.

So my goals for this year:

  • Get 11 points for O Levels
  • Enjoy the rest of Infocomm CLub
  • Staff Sergeant in BB
  • Go Overseas for Snowboarding Trip

Hopefully I'll be able to reach all of my goals but I doubt the last one...

Slevin Kelevra Was Shot At 12:53 AM


Saturday, December 27, 2008

Merry Christmas!!! Ok so I'm quite late.... Better late than never right? Anyway since my last post so late I'll catch up abit and fill the spaces.

19th December
Had 2E5 BBQ which was a complete and total disaster as in terms of enjoyment and planning... Mostly my fault... I'm not exactly a people person... Something happened there that I'm quite sure everyone knows or will tell you if you asked, prefer if that didn't happen again. Anyway guys left for cheese prata and I sat there alone waiting for parents. So decided to pack and what not, quite interesting actually, packed finish and gave the crabsticks and one bottle of Sprite to these whole group of girls doing a BBQ in the pit next to the one besides the guy's once. Talked with this one girl for quite sometime until parents came, got her phone number on this paper napkin she gave me, but the stupid water kinda smudged the last 3 digits.... So didn't call her, too bad sia... She was...OK in my opinion but nothing much, a waste though

22nd December - 24th December
Had Class Chalet, which was kinda my fault too because everyone didn't enjoy everything and was bored to death.... The money everyone paid me either went into what I needed for meals during the chalet or flowed into the BBQ due to inability meet the quota to pay the budget. In the end it all worked out well..... I hope.... Felt quite happy but was very angry at myself too.... So after counting my expenses and what not I've just found out that my total of $7,204.93 which I earned for the holiday has been completely consumed but the chalet, expenses, Dad's medicine bills and of course giving to mum to pay off the bills and such. Well christmas prsent to all, enjoy!

25th December
Christmas Day!!! Spent the day with all my anime, thinking about things.... Basically it was like a day to be Emo.... My christmas isn't exactly good so yeah don't feel like talking about it.... Don't feel like talking ever again.... Don't ask me about my christmas or holidays or occasions or whatever.... My family not the type to celebrate, just disappoint.... Spent the whole night polishing and preparing uniform for next day's parade.

26th December
Shouting like a mad dog today practicing for BB Day drill, came home tired and Emo somemore. Took a nap in my room with Air-Conditioning. Chatted with Jannica for late afternoon and early evening. Watched TV and then that was it.

So that was my holiday so far, not too sure if I look forward to going back to school or dread it. Guess the grass is always greener on the other side, added a new list of what I want on the side menu, be sure to check it out, Thanks for reasding.

Slevin Kelevra Was Shot At 1:18 AM